30.6.08

Disclaimer # 2

Actually, this blog was created for purpose of security. My ex-boyfriend didn't understand English, so I could snivel out here without being noticed. ^_^
Now there's a possibility that I can either turn to German or run away and learn Japanese. Very quickly. o_O

28.6.08

Disclaimer

My exams are over.
I'm working with the Americans now, and I must speak Russian with them.
I like them more than my Russian colleagues, although there are too many of them - around 25 students. I can't stand more than two people that I know around me at the same time.
When I'm finished with this work, I'll buy the Sabian Vault V-Crash 17" cymbal and I'll be totally happy. -)

I want to study Swedish and vocals, but to begin with, I should stop drinking every evening. Beer and cocktails devour most of my money =(

Also, I started learning to play double pedal. It's fun! And I like my teacher. He is very cute and kind.

8.6.08

Faun Fables

Faun Fables "House Carpenter" lyrics
There are only two song texts in the Wired by now.

.LOG

I've become a little bit smarter.
The sky outside is beautiful, it resembles an old torn blanket processing forth the endless tabula rasa.
I need to find my old shitty camera again and try to catch something.
I need to go to Kanonersky Island again and find some piece of mind.
I need to do away with the examination essays.
I need to establish my way of life.
I need to realize my musical thoughts.
I am finally able to need.
We are together again.

This is the third day I'm alive again, and not cosplaying a robot. There's only a laughing corpse left of it. It's in my smile that's almost always "on". Its spirit is imprisoned in the doll I got as a present from Jell [she's been to Laperanta recently]. The doll is iron and as nice as Shirley Moor, the big robot doll without arms and legs.
I feel like Chtulhu-Junior outside its shell. A rosy piece of young, tasteless meat.

I closed my LiveJournal blog for some time.

2.6.08

Chuck Schuldiner is love.



R.I.P.