we're thinking of a name for our band

...
- what's going on with the name of our band? have you thought about it?
- erm. actually not. mmm...is there a band called Noir?
- there is one called Noir Desir.
- Noir Desire?
- not quite that. Noir Desi-rrrrrr. French.
- and what style are they playing in?
- fuck knows, but their vocalist is a murderer. i read about it.
- i like the word 'noir', it's just beautiful, plus it has a line with
a dot in it...
- yep. i know about your love with that word :)
- see, it must be something depicting an empty naked person. or
something concerning evening and black water.
- okay. how about 'Seldom Conscious'?
- 'sell them what?'
- 'Sellldommmmconnnsciousss'.
- erm. he-he. okay. let's think again. mmm... is there a band called 'Nude'?
- i think not.
- how do you like this word, then?
- erm...ha-ha...sorry, but i imagine just a naked bitch!
- fuck. i'm just trying to find a word for something naked and empty.
how about 'naked cage'?
- oh shit, it's sadomasochistic! yeah, i know, i'm a little dirty pervert!
- and again. what do you think then?
- 'White Cluster'.
- i like 'white', but not 'cluster'. too computer-like. it sounds like
'broken pixel'.
- a cluster is actually a small closed room. maybe then 'chamber'?
- 'white chamber'. hmm.
- elimination chamber! hahaha!
...

observation

When you grow up and get married, all the thoughts about who you like and who you don't like and all this childish fucked-up trash becomes only your problem. And your husband's. One big huge fucking problem. =(

In Yerevan.

Spent the whole two days playing Diablo II and discussing metal music. Mwahaha.

Diary

Today I went to a CD store to buy a gift for my Armenian friend plus some music for me. I hesitated and thought what's better: Aretha Franklin, Mudvayne, Emilie Autumn, A Perfect Circle or some free jazz. Finally, I purchased a deluxe edition of 'Mythmaker' by 'Skinny Puppy' and... another Skinny Puppy album ('Too Dark Park'). This last one is really noisy, close to the roots of industrial music :)

Btw, I'm an American according to the test 'Which culture is for you?' (in Russian).

Gosh, I want to fuck him. *_________*

And I'm not fucking ashamed. Yes he did play bass with drain.bamage (the band I used to play in) a couple of times. He's so kawaii, mmm.

Midyear

I'm going to sit my last exam tomorrow. And then - freedom!!! Ha, ha, and once more ha.
Why are all the students sooo happy when the midyear is over? It's cold outside, and imho it's better to sit at home and read books and write essays than to go and get your ankles frostbitten. Some people say I study in a good college, some say that I'm 'talented', some think that I abuse 'social network' and many others think that I'm a nerdy creature. Dunno who of them is right, but everyone had the right to choose which college to enter. As for me, I have nothing to do. I'm tired of people, parties and alcohol (but maybe not drugs -_-) and I have no money. And the study's over. And there's nothing to do. If I had more money, I'd spend my time on music, but my boss is abroad and cannot pay me anything. So I'm gonna just work work work and wait for doubled salary.

Asylum is real

I've created a virtual town at MyMiniCity.com. It's called Refugium which is the Latin for 'Asylum'. Every visit of this page makes the life in Refugium a little bit better. At first, I nee to increase the population of the town. In brief, click here to help me conquering the world! =)

A couple of hours ago, I was busy with attaching a head of an old bag (she has a birthday on 13th) to a Renoir's painting. Well, it has its style, but the woman's head is really awful. Hopefully, I'm going to be paid for this crap.)